2015

Well it's graduation year. FINALLY! May 9th will be here before I know it. A lot has changed since the beginning of the year. Evan and I are no longer together. This wasn't a total shock to me. We had been fighting a lot and things just never seemed to work. I have kept myself busy with school and sports to keep my mind off of him. I mean I still miss him, but that normal right.
I have been hanging out with my friends a lot lately. It is fun and I realize how much I miss them. I am headed to Life in Color in February and I am so excited. I also have a date to the Sweetheart dance. His name is Levi and I like him a lot! He is a sweet and funny. He puts me first. The best part about him is that he is super supportive of my decision to go to Chadron in the fall!
I am trying to stay closer to God this year. It is because of him that I am here. I know he has a plan and that everything happens for a reason.

Until next time...always remember...your feelings matter to someone...
~Autumn

Too Good To Be True

Everything was perfect. We were happy. Then I decided to tell him how I feel. You may think that means I told him I loved him and wanted to spend my life with him, but no. I told him how I didn't feel important, loved, wanted or any of that anymore. That was apparently a bad idea, because things aren't the same. We got in a fight and he said he was done. He changed his mind and here we are. In tears while he is off doing whatever  I show him I care and get nothing. I try to show him how much he means to me and I get nowhere. I though it was meant to be, but maybe I was wrong. Love sucks. That's all there is to it. I tell myself I deserve better, yet I don't want to end it because I love him. I'm beyond confused and heart broken. I just wish that things would get easier or at least some two way effort...

Until later... Always remember... Your feelings matter to someone.

~Autumn 

A little about me...

A little about me...

I am a senior at Brady High School. I graduate in May and I am super excited. I am going to be an elementary teacher. I have my college decision made and my life figured out, but that discussion is for another time. I am in a relationship with a very loving man. His name is Evan and I think God truly brought us together. 

 

I love to play sports, hunt, and fish. I play volleyball, basketball, and against my will I run track. I love to deer hunt and fish about anything. 

For the most part, I love life. I am a Christian and I praise God everyday. My faith has been tested time and time again, but I will never give up. I know God will never give me more than I can handle. 

This is a little about me. I will post more about my life later.

Until later.. always remember.. your feelings matter to someone..

 ~Autumn